I had convinced myself through an aversion to novel spoilers but an accidental viewing of several spoilery pieces of fanart that Nezumi died at the end
I was so fucking terrified of this. :| Like I was making an effort to ~reign in my heart and feels~ so I wouldn't get attached if this happened. (Bury Your Gays, I am familiar with you and your hideousness!!) So when, I think, canis_m posted her short translation/summary of the novel ending/epilogue I let out the longest breath in existence because thank god, I could have feels. I could have feels.
But yeah I mean after a lot of 'ugh this is such a cop-out' feelings about the ending, at this point I am mostly happy it's so open-ended, as open-endedness is more conducive to fannish pursuits and less conducive to horrible jossing. And these qualities match up nicely with my own hopes and fears haha.
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I was so fucking terrified of this. :| Like I was making an effort to ~reign in my heart and feels~ so I wouldn't get attached if this happened. (Bury Your Gays, I am familiar with you and your hideousness!!) So when, I think,
But yeah I mean after a lot of 'ugh this is such a cop-out' feelings about the ending, at this point I am mostly happy it's so open-ended, as open-endedness is more conducive to fannish pursuits and less conducive to horrible jossing. And these qualities match up nicely with my own hopes and fears haha.